Thursday, 6 February 2014

Here again

I don’t know what to say except: I do love you. I don’t know why I keep doing this to you, to me, to us. Why does love have so many challenges and what type of people hang on? I'm too weak for love I've concluded. I may try to hold on but I think my worst fear is that it may all be for nothing therefore I chose to end it now. I'm not as strong as you are

This all hurts, its hurts real bad. There is a lump in my throat as I write this. I cant imagine life with anyone else it just wont be the same. You've stuck with me thru all my bullshit I've learnt so much from you I just wish patience was one of them. Do I really want to burn this bridge? you said I should help you be a better man, but I think it is I who needs help. I cant help but think i'm unworthy  or i'm not mature enough for you.


If I ever love again it will be all too soon. No man can measure to you. I thought I've loved before but nothing compares to this. 

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