I don’t know what to say except: I do love you. I don’t
know why I keep doing this to you, to me, to us. Why does love have so many
challenges and what type of people hang on? I'm too weak for love I've concluded.
I may try to hold on but I think my worst fear is that it may all be for
nothing therefore I chose to end it now. I'm not as strong as you are
This all hurts, its hurts real bad. There is a lump in my
throat as I write this. I cant imagine life with anyone else it just wont be
the same. You've stuck with me thru all my bullshit I've learnt so much from you
I just wish patience was one of them. Do I really want to burn this bridge? you
said I should help you be a better man, but I think it is I who needs help. I
cant help but think i'm unworthy or i'm
not mature enough for you.
If I ever love again it will be all too soon. No man can
measure to you. I thought I've loved before but nothing compares to this.
