Monday, 4 August 2014

My speech on my sisters graduation

Wow I would first like to congratulate my sister in this huge accomplishment even more so when I know exactly what you went through to get here it surely wasn't easy. 

You are and always have been my role model, ok wait maybe not during some of my teenage years when you seemed to much of a goody tooshoes, but again as a young adult I gathered my thoughts and I realised I dnt need to look up to a celebrity when I have my very own inspiration right here and even better coz u are my sister.

When you first went to china I was in awe of u and probably told all my friends that MY sister was studying in china and then I got to visit you while u were there and actually see u in ur element oh my I felt like the luckiest lil sister ever who has an older sister who can speak mandarine and I was just like I gotta be able to do that and finally when u were doing ur final touches of ur thesis and the adversities faced and seeing u pull through them tears or not, u have got no idea what that as instilled in me, if I ever think of giving up again I will surely go bck to those days and see how you really gave it ur all and eventually came out a victor. 

Sisters please know that I love you and I'm very excited for the great things God has planned for you in the near future. 





Thursday, 6 February 2014

Here again

I don’t know what to say except: I do love you. I don’t know why I keep doing this to you, to me, to us. Why does love have so many challenges and what type of people hang on? I'm too weak for love I've concluded. I may try to hold on but I think my worst fear is that it may all be for nothing therefore I chose to end it now. I'm not as strong as you are

This all hurts, its hurts real bad. There is a lump in my throat as I write this. I cant imagine life with anyone else it just wont be the same. You've stuck with me thru all my bullshit I've learnt so much from you I just wish patience was one of them. Do I really want to burn this bridge? you said I should help you be a better man, but I think it is I who needs help. I cant help but think i'm unworthy  or i'm not mature enough for you.


If I ever love again it will be all too soon. No man can measure to you. I thought I've loved before but nothing compares to this.