Dear diary

Who would want to be with a girl like me? I mean all I do is nag and complain and find fault and get jealous and read into every little detail and live in a dream world and and and…the list goes on. Everything you don’t want in a girl I probably am. The only thing I’m good for is a shag! Even that I know I’m not the best there ever is but hey, I’m willing to try anything in that department. Oh and by far the worst thing about me are my insecurities (as this entry suggests).  So why me?  

The big "O"

Just last month my cousins and I decided to have a girl’s night out and we went to the sexpo.  We got ourselves the VIP tickets for the Friday evening.  The VIP tickets came with a goodie bag and one of my favourite things in it is the vibrator. I couldn’t wait to get out of there and go try this new gadget with my partner, even more so because I’ve always wanted to own one of these. Now this is a mini lip stick shaped vibrator but the power it possesses is amazing, or perhaps the person operating it is/was amazing (my boyfriend).

I got to my partners place just before midnight and without further ado we got down and dirty. And talk about phenomenal sex that was. The orgasm I experienced from that vibrator was just unbelievable. I’ve had orgasms before but non like this, it literally had me in tears.  I even thought I was going to squirt; yep that’s how intense it was. But luckily I didn’t I think that’s the most embarrassing thing ever and no I’ve never went through that experience before.

So basically ladies and gentlemen don’t trash something till you have tried it. It could be the complete opposite of what you expected. I tried the vibrator and “oh yessss” I plan on using it again.

 

know your body

So I met a really honest friend during my first year. She is so honest in fact that after just months of being friends she asked how bad should or does a punani smell. “Dzamn” you should have seen the look on my face, my eyes were wide open in shock. I asked her to rephrase the question and she sternly said “I know a virgina smells but how bad is bad?”

Now I didn’t know and still don’t know how to answer this question but I think every person knows their scent and when you think it doesn’t smell as it normally does then you should check with your Gp.

The reason I thought of this daring question is because I’m thinking of visiting my family doctor for a pap smear and I can’t imagine what they and gynaecologists go through when dealing with patients. I don’t blame some doctors who only do them (pap smears) in the morning. After a couple of hours in this heat...things are bound to get nasty.